Pluto square Mercury

 Is this what's making me feel so shitty? Dredging up all kinds of old stuff  I haven't wanted to acknowledge, even though I don't know what it is except I feel horrible? If it is, then I'm not particularly thrilled that this is the first of five transits of this, the fifth coming at the end of 2022, unless I'm supposed to think that by then everything will have been brought to light and just like Saint George, I'll have conquered the dragon. The other version would be that I won't be able to conquer anything and will feel lousy for the next two years.

Certainly it's "The slowest moving planet wins," as the Sun and Venus sextiling Uranus yesterday and today hasn't presented anything remotely exciting and different as I mope around thinking this house will never get to be in any kind of order and it's ridiculous that I'm living in it all by myself. 

On a slightly lighter note, I did submit a snail mail play today for the first time in about ten years. So what if I didn't notice till I got back from the Post Office that I was supposed to have written a synopsis to appear on or near the title page. What am I, perfect, haha?

Gloom continues. 

Mercury opposed to Jupiter...

 .... today and I must have been feeling optimistic because I printed out a script to send off tomorrow for a 3/31 deadline and went on with the task - because it IS a task - of retyping Soldiering On, as the file from Final Draft a long time ago can't be opened. 

Lesson to be learned: Well, there isn't one really, but in future (here's Jupiter again) I'll make a point of  regularly opening files and not not touch them for ten years. 

Uranus square Pluto peters out at the end of this month, just as I start to move back into the old airbnb room that I moved into in the fall of 2020 because I wasn't doing airbnb any more and then had to move back out in January and February and a lot of March. 

New floors are going in in the 1950 side of the house so there is everything everywhere and while the heater does now give out heat, as soon as the thermostat is turned below 70 there is a strong smell of propane. Tomorrow the Pinnacle Man is coming for the fourth time to play around with it, but at this point I think it's time to disconnect the heater, turn off the gas and take the propane tank away, which is exactly what I wanted at the beginning of March. 

Venus trine Pluto...

...and Sun opposed to Pluto  yesterday, and I was wondering  what was I possibly doing that could meet those *requirements*, until I realized the subject for that day's playwriting exercise was "First Love."

Sun and Venus opposed to Neptune and...

 ...Sun and Venus squaring Saturn early morning tomorrow.

So far all that's happened is that the beginnings of the new floor are postponed as the installer is snowed in till Friday and my going into town to play UpWords in person has gone down the drain as I'm not sure Zippy could make it up the hill to Little Walnut.

3/28/21  Oh dear. The above's been languishing in drafts for the past four days. I guess that's Neptune. 

Mercury conjunct Mars 09:16am

New 

New little obsessive addition here: add time of day aspect perfects. Robert Hand can come and get me now.  Little design above the result of copying from Astrodienst and not being able to get rid of it all.

Well if I say I got my taxes done that just about takes care of Mercury conjunct Mars. Didn't see a soul, so no getting irritated and wanting to start a fight, certainly no feeling intellectually competitive and no desire at all to start a debate with others. 

Mars square Mars & Mercury opposed.....

....to Uranus, and I manage to do just about nothing and retire to bed at four pm to read. 

There should be a prize for that.  

Mars square Uranus

 "It is very often difficult to make plans during this time precisely because so much happens without any warning. 

You mean like leaving the house at 9:30 to go scope out a flea market and finding the driveway blocked by a giant steamroller/bulldozer thing while workmen unload long pieces of tin roofing for the house at the end of the road? Like that?